1 I’m tired of you lying 2 Sitting alone in a dark room crying 3 The only time I’m free is when I’m alone 4 You’ll never have the same as me even if you make a clone 2 Sitting alone in a dark room 5 You think I wasn’t going to find out you fool 4 You’ll never have the same as me even if you make a clone 6 Suicidal thoughts; make me wanna drown you in a pool 5 You think I wasn’t going to find out you fool 3 The only time I’m free is when I’m alone 6 Suicidal thoughts; make me wanna drown you in a pool 1 I’m tired of you lying
She deserves better He takes advantage of her She should just leave him He won’t let her
He takes advantage of her She needs an escape He won’t let her Maybe she wants to stay
She needs an escape Maybe she doesn’t have anybody to turn to Maybe she wants to stay He has a strong hold on her
Maybe she doesn’t have anybody to turn to She fights to cover the pain He has a strong hold on her If only she could be stronger
She fights to cover the pain The physical and emotional trauma If only she could be stronger He doesn’t allow her to be free The physical and emotional trauma This is almost unbearable He doesn’t allow her to be free One day she will be
Outside I sit and stare at the flowers I skip with my new feelings upon life A time that I no longer want to have This is a time that I want to capture at the moment
I skip with my new feelings upon life This will be something that I will hold on forever This is a time that I want to capture at the moment It will forever be in my heart
This will be something that I will hold on forever It is a treasure that is hidden within me This is a time that I want to capture at the moment I will take a picture with this in my mind
It is a treasure that is hidden within me A chest filled with secrets This is a time that I want to capture at the moment Leave me I need to do this alone
A chest filled with secrets It is deep inside of me Leave me I need to do this alone I should be the only one to know about this
It is deep inside of me An untold secret I should be the only one to know about this Go on please, don’t say anything
I couldn’t ask for a more hectic day the train ride this morning was Hell everyone was extremely annoying and rude and it seemed like I was looking for trouble
the train ride was hell because no one could move themselves out of my way It was as though I was looking for trouble by yelling at everyone to move
No one could move themselves out of my way when I was in my office by yelling at everyone to move I ended up starting a fight
When I was in my office Nothing seemed to go well at all I ended up starting a fight and sleeping at my desk
Nothing seemed to go well at all I was reprimanded twice by the boss cause I fell asleep at my desk and started singing at the top of my lungs
I was reprimanded twice by the boss What if I get fired? I was singing at the top of my lungs cause I just had to let it out
What if I get fired Then what would I do next I just have to let this out I hate you all!
She fell in love with a guy that mostly her friends don’t like They think she could do better but it’s her choice not others He’s a very sweet guy who treats her like no other And soon will marry him and live happily ever after
They think she could do better but it’s her choice not others At least someone agreed to see her happy and not struggle And soon will marry him and live happily ever after He shows her the world and shows her he’s different
At least some agreed to see her happy and not struggle They accept and show their support He shows her the world and shows her he’s different He’s one of a kind different for one type
They accept and show their support She’s happy of her decision she couldn’t wish for something else He’s one of a kind different for one type He puts a smile on her face that shines so bright She’s happy of her decision she couldn’t wish for something else Is it the years that help them know how a relationship is supposed to work? He puts a smile on her face that shines so bright Her cheeks turn pearly red not even the sun can beat that
Watching the same as always The scene is ever changing Swelling and growing with time However I am the same as ever
The scene is ever changing From past to future before my eyes However I am the same as ever Although I am not bound by time, I am not free
From past to future before my eyes I stay as still as stone unable to live life Although I am not bound by time, I am not free Eternal life comes with a steep price
I stay as still as stone unable to live life Before I could die, but at least I was happy Eternal life comes with a steep price Yet I paid that price, which I know regret
Before I could die, but at least I was happy The life I had with the people I loved would be gone if I choose Yet I paid that price, which I know regret I must remain trapped for being so foolish
The life I had with the people I loved would be gone if I choose Why did I ever give up such happiness for this misery? I must remain trapped for being so foolish Hope is the only thing that can keep my lonely world from falling apart
1 I’m tired of you lying
ReplyDelete2 Sitting alone in a dark room crying
3 The only time I’m free is when I’m alone
4 You’ll never have the same as me even if you make a clone
2 Sitting alone in a dark room
5 You think I wasn’t going to find out you fool
4 You’ll never have the same as me even if you make a clone
6 Suicidal thoughts; make me wanna drown you in a pool
5 You think I wasn’t going to find out you fool
3 The only time I’m free is when I’m alone
6 Suicidal thoughts; make me wanna drown you in a pool
1 I’m tired of you lying
She deserves better
ReplyDeleteHe takes advantage of her
She should just leave him
He won’t let her
He takes advantage of her
She needs an escape
He won’t let her
Maybe she wants to stay
She needs an escape
Maybe she doesn’t have anybody to turn to
Maybe she wants to stay
He has a strong hold on her
Maybe she doesn’t have anybody to turn to
She fights to cover the pain
He has a strong hold on her
If only she could be stronger
She fights to cover the pain
The physical and emotional trauma
If only she could be stronger
He doesn’t allow her to be free
The physical and emotional trauma
This is almost unbearable
He doesn’t allow her to be free
One day she will be
I walk along a thin line
ReplyDeleteThe line of life and death
We all walk it
And we just wait to fall
The line of life and death
Is the path everyone takes
And we just wait to fall
To see where our fall takes us
Is the path everyone takes
To find our place in their life
To see where our fall takes us
We must keep inching forward
To find our place in life
All we do is play our parts
We must keep inching forward
Until the curtain closes
All we do is play our parts
On the stage we know as life
Until the curtain closes
We are alive
On the stage we know as life
We find our fate
We are alive
But only until the curtain falls
Here I was sitting in class
ReplyDeleteLooking up at the clock
Listening to the constant clicks
Awaiting the end of the day
Looking up at the clock
I was getting impatient
Awaiting the end of the day
It was getting soon
I was getting impatient
I was getting happy
It was getting soon
Here it comes
I was getting happy
The bell rang
Here it comes
The rush of people
The bell rang
It was a most pit
The rush of people
All leaving on a Friday
It was a mosh pit
But it felt good
All leaving on a Friday
Onto the weekend
He tells her he loves her
ReplyDeleteShe can’t help but believe him
But she knows he’s hiding something
She knows something isn’t right
She can’t help but believe him
Though it feels wrong
She knows something isn’t right
He won’t tell her the truth
Though it feels wrong
And she begs him to tell her
He won’t tell him the truth
It’s killing them both
And she begs him to tell her
But his secret it too dark
It’s killing them both
It’s tearing them apart
Outside I sit and stare at the flowers
ReplyDeleteI skip with my new feelings upon life
A time that I no longer want to have
This is a time that I want to capture at the moment
I skip with my new feelings upon life
This will be something that I will hold on forever
This is a time that I want to capture at the moment
It will forever be in my heart
This will be something that I will hold on forever
It is a treasure that is hidden within me
This is a time that I want to capture at the moment
I will take a picture with this in my mind
It is a treasure that is hidden within me
A chest filled with secrets
This is a time that I want to capture at the moment
Leave me I need to do this alone
A chest filled with secrets
It is deep inside of me
Leave me I need to do this alone
I should be the only one to know about this
It is deep inside of me
An untold secret
I should be the only one to know about this
Go on please, don’t say anything
Off in the distance a quake happens
ReplyDeleteDid you hear it?
That sharp ringing noise
It seems to bounce off the walls
Did you hear it?
I know you heard that sound
It seems to bounce off the walls
Vibrating off your ear drums
I know you heard that sound
Don’t ignore it’s movement
Vibrating off your ear drums
Sounding throughout your limbs
Don’t ignore its movement
The ringing going through your heart
Sounding throughout your limbs
Moving out toward your finger tips
That ringing going through your heart
Pounding in your brain
Moving toward your finger tips
And then releasing only to return
Pounding in your brain
An earsplitting scream resounding
And then releasing only to return
Is that a scream of pain?
I couldn’t ask for a more hectic day
ReplyDeletethe train ride this morning was Hell
everyone was extremely annoying and rude
and it seemed like I was looking for trouble
the train ride was hell
because no one could move themselves out of my way
It was as though I was looking for trouble
by yelling at everyone to move
No one could move themselves out of my way
when I was in my office
by yelling at everyone to move
I ended up starting a fight
When I was in my office
Nothing seemed to go well at all
I ended up starting a fight
and sleeping at my desk
Nothing seemed to go well at all
I was reprimanded twice by the boss
cause I fell asleep at my desk
and started singing at the top of my lungs
I was reprimanded twice by the boss
What if I get fired?
I was singing at the top of my lungs
cause I just had to let it out
What if I get fired
Then what would I do next
I just have to let this out
I hate you all!
She fell in love with a guy that mostly her friends don’t like
ReplyDeleteThey think she could do better but it’s her choice not others
He’s a very sweet guy who treats her like no other
And soon will marry him and live happily ever after
They think she could do better but it’s her choice not others
At least someone agreed to see her happy and not struggle
And soon will marry him and live happily ever after
He shows her the world and shows her he’s different
At least some agreed to see her happy and not struggle
They accept and show their support
He shows her the world and shows her he’s different
He’s one of a kind different for one type
They accept and show their support
She’s happy of her decision she couldn’t wish for something else
He’s one of a kind different for one type
He puts a smile on her face that shines so bright
She’s happy of her decision she couldn’t wish for something else
Is it the years that help them know how a relationship is supposed to work?
He puts a smile on her face that shines so bright
Her cheeks turn pearly red not even the sun can beat that
Have you ever thought about your life?
ReplyDeleteTake some time and process what you did
It’s crazy how fast it can fly
Don’t hesitate just take a look
Take some time and process what you did
It’s easier than you think
Don’t hesitate just take a look
Simply stop and reminisce all the good times
It’s easier than you think
Cherish the memories made
Simply stop and reminisce all the good times
Have no fear just take a glance
Cherish the memories made
Has life been good to you?
Have no fear just take a glance
I’ve got very few complaints so far
Has life been good to you?
Stop waiting and act on what you want
I’ve got very few complaints so far
Life has been good to me
Stop waiting and act on what you want
Hope you’re happy wherever you are
Life has been good to me
You don’t have to dream it all just live a day
Samantha Ruiz
ReplyDeleteSitting by the window
Watching the rain hit the leafs
The leafs are dripping onto the ground
Creating puddles of mud
Watching the rain hit the leafs
There is a person sitting under the tree
He looks sad and lonely
The water hits the top of his head
There is a person sitting under the tree
Thinking about what has just happened
Wishing everything will be okay
Talking to God for his help
Watching the same as always
ReplyDeleteThe scene is ever changing
Swelling and growing with time
However I am the same as ever
The scene is ever changing
From past to future before my eyes
However I am the same as ever
Although I am not bound by time, I am not free
From past to future before my eyes
I stay as still as stone unable to live life
Although I am not bound by time, I am not free
Eternal life comes with a steep price
I stay as still as stone unable to live life
Before I could die, but at least I was happy
Eternal life comes with a steep price
Yet I paid that price, which I know regret
Before I could die, but at least I was happy
The life I had with the people I loved would be gone if I choose
Yet I paid that price, which I know regret
I must remain trapped for being so foolish
The life I had with the people I loved would be gone if I choose
Why did I ever give up such happiness for this misery?
I must remain trapped for being so foolish
Hope is the only thing that can keep my lonely world from falling apart