I used to smoke weed and take shots But I met you and you changed my thoughts I wanted to be with you for the rest of my life Grow old and make you my wife If I shot people would you still love me? If I move and never talk to you would you still care for me? Does it sound crazy if I told you I wanted to cuddle cause I missed you and the sun won’t shine cause I dissed you And your families don’t like me cause im bad And they say we aint gon last If I told you I wanted to spend some time, Just sit and talk and waste some time Would you think im crazy I don’t care what people say That ish don’t fade me. I need you in my life you should be my baby
A voice That rings in my ear I turn and you are there with a warm smile I want to hug you But there is something holding me back But I look into your eyes it screams hatred Is it because I made you cry? Please don’t make me hurt from this I don’t want all this good stuff to end because of one stupid thing I made a stupid mistake Don’t we all though But we all learn from those mistakes Please don’t tell me we are over I want this to keep going I have never felt this for anyone Tell me that you love me Everything will be all better I need to smile I want you to smile Please give me those tight hugs And tell me that you don’t want to leave me Please tell me you will come back Please tell me that this was just a stupid fight Please tell me that there is nothing to worry about I want you Nothing else Please make all of this just be a dream This isn’t real I will wake up and see everything will be back to normal When all I did was smile When all I did was giggle When all I did was hold your hand When all I did was just give you kisses When nothing bad happened in my life When everything went according to plan Where my life was under control Please come back and tell me that nothing wrong has happened Wait, what are you reaching for in your packet? You wrote me a letter How sweet of you Wait, the first few letters are not what I want to read It says: You hate me This letter said that you don’t want to be with me Never again I understand now I know it took a while But I understand It hurts inside but I have to accept it Goodbye I love you though Don’t ever forget that I never meant to hurt you Goodbye my love
Having time to think about everything, sometimes just puts you in that mood that you dont want to be bothered or you just want to be alone. I hate when I am left alone at home sometimes becasue I start to over think about everything. I am happy now with my life though, its calm and just full of smiles. Having no worries about people and I hardly go out so im not the one that getting in trouble. But i enjoy everything and thank god that the school year is almost over. Dont have to deal with the drama anymore.
Whenever there’s a free write assignment, I tend to ramble on about things that do and don’t make sense. Well, I’m going to continue to do that. Read this if you want, but I must warn you, it will be a waste of time. Oh, are you still reading this? Well your time is ticking away. You see, to make yourself seem occupied or look deep in thought, just read this long post. You’re a time waster reading this. Instead, do something else to be occupied. You know, the previous sentence contradicts my point about wasting time and seeming busy. <- that end point right there is exactly one hundred words. It was necessary to point it out because one hundred is a cool number. My number is 15. Just so you know. Did I even mention what the point was of rambling on and on in this free write? This write is actually a good opportunity to get out my thoughts. I love eating ham and cheese sandwiches. And since nobody will be reading this, I can finally say that I have never seen “The Notebook” and I have a big dislike on romantic movies. But if anyone read this then now my thoughts are read and are imbedded in the memories of anybody reading this. Why are you still reading this?! Well I guess the passage is winding down and since you read the rest of the paragraph there’s no turning back now. Only five words left until the limit is met. The limit is met and I hope you had a fun time reading this. Good Day! *tips hat and walks away*
“Ashley?” The little girl turned her head quickly and released giggled. “Come out come out where ever you are.” She called scanning her room. The room fell silent and the Ashley’s’ smile started to falter. “Are we playing hide and seek now?” she asked out into the silence. “Maybe” Her face lit up instantly and she quickly dashed around the room looking for her friend. “Alexandru?” She called playfully tossing around things in her room trying to uncover her friend. “I’m going to find you!” She exclaimed moving toward her bed. Her closet door squeaked quietly and she shot her head toward the noise. Her eyes narrowed and she stalked toward the closet. “I’m going to find you. Right. About-“She threw open the closet door “NOW!” In return all she saw was a rack of winter jackets and thrown around toys. She let out a loud sigh of annoyance. “Don’t give up yet.” The girl felt a warm breathe tickle the top of her head and jumped around trying to grab onto Alexandru. Instead her little fingers grabbed a large grouping of air. “You’re too good at this game!” She yelled into the air hoping he was somewhere near to hear her. “Ashley” Her mother opened the door to see her daughter looking toward the mirror. “We’re leaving honey let’s go.” “Okay mama.” Her mom smiled toward the girl and shut the door. “I have to go now Lexi. So you better stop hiding or else I’m not your friend anymore.” She warned puffing out her cheeks and crossing her arms over tiny chest. A dark form appeared in the mirror standing directly behind the small child towering over her small size. It raised an arm and appearing from an olive hand was a long sharp scythe. He slowly started to approach the girl. “Don’t do that Ashley I’ll be sad.” He said in a mocking way. She stuck out her tongue at him and the grabbed onto his cloak trying to pull him into a hug. She sadly wasn’t able to move the concrete being. “What did I say about hugs?” He growled at her tilting his hooded head toward the girl. “No touchy the cloaky” She said rolling her eyes. “Well can I at least get a high five?” The man sighed and then gave the girl the simple high five which seemed to please her. “Bye Lexi!” She said happily skipping toward her door. She quickly turned her head back at the man “Alexandru will you be here when I come back?” The dark hood of the man pointed his head toward the girl and she looked into a black abyss. “I will always be with you Ashley, always and forever.”
I don’t know what has come of me today I seem to be angered in every way This morning it was hard for me to wake as if I had some sleeping pills to take When someone spoke my short temper would flare I might have hurt someone but I don’t care
Throughout the day I yearned for a sharp knife I’ve never been this angry all my life I couldn’t pay attention to a thing who knows what tomorrow’s about to bring I hope I’m not sleep-walking everywhere and maybe end up falling down the stairs
If anything like this happens again I’ll try my hardest not to go complain Cause no one wants to hear you mope around so I’ll just eat today and gain a pound
Summer is going to be great! So many parties to attend and so many parties to plan, I just can’t wait. My shower will be amazing and well planned. I’ll be able to see my friends from school again and reunite with those I lost contact with. I love summer. I can go in my pool whenever I want and without an invitation from anyone. I’m going to be spending more time with my niece and nephew and take them to the park or even teach them something like the alphabet or how to count up to twenty, who knows. I know my dad will throw barbecues every week and that’s when my whole family comes over, and they don’t even leave until the next morning. Summer is when all my cousins from Peru come to Jersey. They’re the funniest people you will ever meet especially when they try to speak English. August will be my favorite month of the year because that’s the month my princess will be arriving. Finally, I won’t feel as lonely since she’ll be here keeping me company. She’ll be at every family reunion and can’t wait until my family meets her. I know it’s too early but I can’t wait to spoil her until she’s conscious about it, I don’t want her to be a brat. I know she’ll receive love from all of us especially from me. Summer needs to hurry up!
I used to smoke weed and take shots
ReplyDeleteBut I met you and you changed my thoughts
I wanted to be with you for the rest of my life
Grow old and make you my wife
If I shot people would you still love me?
If I move and never talk to you would you still care for me?
Does it sound crazy if I told you I wanted to cuddle cause
I missed you and the sun won’t shine cause I dissed you
And your families don’t like me cause im bad
And they say we aint gon last
If I told you I wanted to spend some time,
Just sit and talk and waste some time
Would you think im crazy
I don’t care what people say
That ish don’t fade me.
I need you in my life you should be my baby
A voice
ReplyDeleteThat rings in my ear
I turn and you are there with a warm smile
I want to hug you
But there is something holding me back
But I look into your eyes
it screams hatred
Is it because I made you cry?
Please don’t make me hurt from this
I don’t want all this good stuff to end because of one stupid thing
I made a stupid mistake
Don’t we all though
But we all learn from those mistakes
Please don’t tell me we are over
I want this to keep going
I have never felt this for anyone
Tell me that you love me
Everything will be all better
I need to smile
I want you to smile
Please give me those tight hugs
And tell me that you don’t want to leave me
Please tell me you will come back
Please tell me that this was just a stupid fight
Please tell me that there is nothing to worry about
I want you
Nothing else
Please make all of this just be a dream
This isn’t real
I will wake up and see everything will be back to normal
When all I did was smile
When all I did was giggle
When all I did was hold your hand
When all I did was just give you kisses
When nothing bad happened in my life
When everything went according to plan
Where my life was under control
Please come back and tell me that nothing wrong has happened
Wait, what are you reaching for in your packet?
You wrote me a letter
How sweet of you
Wait, the first few letters are not what I want to read
It says:
You hate me
This letter said that you don’t want to be with me
Never again
I understand now
I know it took a while
But I understand
It hurts inside but I have to accept it
Goodbye
I love you though
Don’t ever forget that
I never meant to hurt you
Goodbye my love
Having time to think about everything, sometimes just puts you in that mood that you dont want to be bothered or you just want to be alone. I hate when I am left alone at home sometimes becasue I start to over think about everything. I am happy now with my life though, its calm and just full of smiles. Having no worries about people and I hardly go out so im not the one that getting in trouble. But i enjoy everything and thank god that the school year is almost over. Dont have to deal with the drama anymore.
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ReplyDeleteWhenever there’s a free write assignment, I tend to ramble on about things that do and don’t make sense. Well, I’m going to continue to do that. Read this if you want, but I must warn you, it will be a waste of time. Oh, are you still reading this? Well your time is ticking away. You see, to make yourself seem occupied or look deep in thought, just read this long post. You’re a time waster reading this. Instead, do something else to be occupied. You know, the previous sentence contradicts my point about wasting time and seeming busy. <- that end point right there is exactly one hundred words. It was necessary to point it out because one hundred is a cool number. My number is 15. Just so you know. Did I even mention what the point was of rambling on and on in this free write? This write is actually a good opportunity to get out my thoughts. I love eating ham and cheese sandwiches. And since nobody will be reading this, I can finally say that I have never seen “The Notebook” and I have a big dislike on romantic movies. But if anyone read this then now my thoughts are read and are imbedded in the memories of anybody reading this. Why are you still reading this?! Well I guess the passage is winding down and since you read the rest of the paragraph there’s no turning back now. Only five words left until the limit is met. The limit is met and I hope you had a fun time reading this. Good Day! *tips hat and walks away*
ReplyDelete“Ashley?” The little girl turned her head quickly and released giggled.
ReplyDelete“Come out come out where ever you are.” She called scanning her room. The room fell silent and the Ashley’s’ smile started to falter. “Are we playing hide and seek now?” she asked out into the silence.
“Maybe” Her face lit up instantly and she quickly dashed around the room looking for her friend.
“Alexandru?” She called playfully tossing around things in her room trying to uncover her friend. “I’m going to find you!” She exclaimed moving toward her bed. Her closet door squeaked quietly and she shot her head toward the noise. Her eyes narrowed and she stalked toward the closet. “I’m going to find you. Right. About-“She threw open the closet door “NOW!” In return all she saw was a rack of winter jackets and thrown around toys. She let out a loud sigh of annoyance.
“Don’t give up yet.” The girl felt a warm breathe tickle the top of her head and jumped around trying to grab onto Alexandru. Instead her little fingers grabbed a large grouping of air.
“You’re too good at this game!” She yelled into the air hoping he was somewhere near to hear her.
“Ashley” Her mother opened the door to see her daughter looking toward the mirror. “We’re leaving honey let’s go.”
“Okay mama.” Her mom smiled toward the girl and shut the door. “I have to go now Lexi. So you better stop hiding or else I’m not your friend anymore.” She warned puffing out her cheeks and crossing her arms over tiny chest. A dark form appeared in the mirror standing directly behind the small child towering over her small size. It raised an arm and appearing from an olive hand was a long sharp scythe. He slowly started to approach the girl.
“Don’t do that Ashley I’ll be sad.” He said in a mocking way. She stuck out her tongue at him and the grabbed onto his cloak trying to pull him into a hug. She sadly wasn’t able to move the concrete being. “What did I say about hugs?” He growled at her tilting his hooded head toward the girl.
“No touchy the cloaky” She said rolling her eyes. “Well can I at least get a high five?” The man sighed and then gave the girl the simple high five which seemed to please her. “Bye Lexi!” She said happily skipping toward her door. She quickly turned her head back at the man “Alexandru will you be here when I come back?”
The dark hood of the man pointed his head toward the girl and she looked into a black abyss. “I will always be with you Ashley, always and forever.”
I don’t know what has come of me today
ReplyDeleteI seem to be angered in every way
This morning it was hard for me to wake
as if I had some sleeping pills to take
When someone spoke my short temper would flare
I might have hurt someone but I don’t care
Throughout the day I yearned for a sharp knife
I’ve never been this angry all my life
I couldn’t pay attention to a thing
who knows what tomorrow’s about to bring
I hope I’m not sleep-walking everywhere
and maybe end up falling down the stairs
If anything like this happens again
I’ll try my hardest not to go complain
Cause no one wants to hear you mope around
so I’ll just eat today and gain a pound
ReplyDeleteSummer is going to be great! So many parties to attend and so many parties to plan, I just can’t wait. My shower will be amazing and well planned. I’ll be able to see my friends from school again and reunite with those I lost contact with. I love summer. I can go in my pool whenever I want and without an invitation from anyone. I’m going to be spending more time with my niece and nephew and take them to the park or even teach them something like the alphabet or how to count up to twenty, who knows. I know my dad will throw barbecues every week and that’s when my whole family comes over, and they don’t even leave until the next morning. Summer is when all my cousins from Peru come to Jersey. They’re the funniest people you will ever meet especially when they try to speak English. August will be my favorite month of the year because that’s the month my princess will be arriving. Finally, I won’t feel as lonely since she’ll be here keeping me company. She’ll be at every family reunion and can’t wait until my family meets her. I know it’s too early but I can’t wait to spoil her until she’s conscious about it, I don’t want her to be a brat. I know she’ll receive love from all of us especially from me. Summer needs to hurry up!